This is a demonstration of my soul. These words may not be spoken by my own mouth; but, these are being embodied at all times, wherever I go. For I believe that I am bringing this state into this reality – with no unnecessary harm to myself and to other people, only bringing my own version of the universe to its light.
I’d rather be free of stupidity and callousness that hurt people. Instead of having toxic attachments to things, people, and events, I’d rather be free. To let go of energies that don’t serve my truest and highest purpose, of the darkness that were unnecessary to my being, and of the numbness that came into being because of mistakes that are being done by everybody who’s just trying to simply be.
I’d rather be free to pursue the passion that I want and being called for. To love and be loved unconditionally – as if as I’m to be a part of the greatest adventure in the entire universe. To see that my family and those I cherish to have joy and experience balance in their hearts and minds. To explore the world and to write the stories of still small voices. For me to able to make the most of what I could actually bring to this reality while having the capability to surpass all tests that I will face.
I am free enough to withstand pain, suffering, and death without losing my principle, dignity, and my capacity to carry as much light as I can. For I know that there are too many evils that are wandering around the world and causing havoc, that to be a part of it is my ultimate disaster. Should I become a harbinger of death, I declare that I am to be judged accordingly and spend the rest of my soul’s materialization to atone for my sins.
I’d rather to free those who I love from the shackles of institutions that they aren’t even aware of. It might take a lot of me but if it meant that they are to live their real lives, according to their will and not to the mismanagement of those who cared for nothing except for the demise of all things that are beautiful.
I’d rather to free myself who was tasked to carry and transmute the weight of the pain and sorrow of their ancestors. To be able to breathe in the middle of chaos that has been serving as my haven. If it means that I’ll change and not be the same person as I am right now, then so be it. If it means that I’ll have to shed my strings to other people and attachments, that I’ll have to experience the strongest purging that a man could ever witness, that I’ll be in the most uncomfortable position that forces me to walk to unknown territories, then let it be done.
I’d rather freedom to be my definition. To be the ultimate goal that I will always reach despite all of the problems of the human condition. To be its embodiment so that I could inspire souls wherever I go at any point in time. And that, since time is an illusion, I’m already doing it as I’m already everywhere.
I’d rather freedom to be in its truest form. Something that is not manipulated by something that is lesser than me. For it is inspired by the beyond – that knows far better than anyone who thinks otherwise. Something that I won’t dare to tempt nor to misuse for I know that it is an entity that won’t hesitate to bite back.
These words are all I know for these are all that are and all that shall be.
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